I've had that privilege when I was young. Now it's uneasy for both of us to to be in a room together. Knowing what we did then and she also knows about using me and blackmailing me if I didn't do as she said. And she was much older than me. Now I'm still thinking about it and forgive me but at that time I was young and I truly didn't want her to tell. Sincerely scared, and if I didn't do right she hit me.